Issue #11 - Office
Funny how all the titles of every issue are just so uninteresting. Social media’s crept its way back into my life. I certainly feel benefit by the ability to quickly find interesting, inspirational imagery, but I feel like it’s a bit overly stimulating and too easy. I am still seeking ordinary consumption habits away from this binge/purge dichotomy that I seem rapt within.
Real, physical artbooks are probably a decent happy medium. Still feeling odd about the artistry, but I wokeup this morning with a more specific vision in mind. All my dreams are still in Spanish: another way that I can trick myself into forgetting and second-guessing my subconscious limitations. The process of life is the addition of complexity comprehensible only to the subject. What, am I suppose to have a bilingual psychoanalyst now? No, I must be them.
While I am disappointed that I will have to handle every stage of the production process, I think that it is actually a great gift. The principles of antifragility indicate that the ability to learn, over a long timeline, is the greatest ability to have. So, then, I will continue onward. As someone who has commit themselves to the reaping of rewards on a long timeline, neurotic obsession of short-term fluctuations are to be avoided! I cannot stare anxiously at noise, and expect anything positive to come of it.